My personal faith story

Last year, I was asked to write an article to share my faith experience. For those who do not know me, I was baptized two years ago and now I'm officially a Roman Catholic. This reminds me a question posted by one of my friend by asking “Do you think God really exist? What makes you think that God really exist in your life”? You might recall this statement in those exorcism movies that showed on the big screen of a cinema. Well, don’t get me wrong! I’m pretty sure that this person asks me out of curiosity, not because he is possessed by the evil one, in which,  we believe it as ‘Devil’.  My answer to him is just simple and short! “Yes, I truly believe.”  You might be wondering what makes me believe that God really exist in my life (perhaps in everyone’s life for that matter)? With the sophisticated technology that we have in this modern world, we can do things on our own! Do you think we really need God in our life? Do we really need to rely on His grace? Perhaps, we often missed the greatest gift that God has given or planted in each one of us- the seed of faith! Yes, in today's modern world, we might hear all sorts of questions from people, people who do not know Christ! People who prefer to do things on their own.  

Come back to the question that what makes me really think that God is important in my/our life? What makes me think that Catholic is the religion or faith that I’m looking for in my life?  In order to address all these questions, today I’m going to share with you the story of my faith, the faith that I can find the fullness of truth about God.

Throughout my 18 years of life, God is never my priority in life. If I would to rank, I guess it will be the last. Study will be my first choice in life. No study, no hope! No good result, I’m bound to death! Thank God, God is full of mercy! Just like what the picture of the divine mercy speak to us, it shows us God’s unfathomable divine mercy, it show us God’s love to the human race. I should consider myself have a good achievement in my academic life.  Thank God for His endless mercy. Unfortunately, I failed to recognize that was God’s blessing, living in the world of blindness. After my academic life, I'm blessed! I start to realized that something is missing in my life. Undoubtedly, I have a very good family, caring parents, and good friends surrounding me. So what is missing in my life? During that time, I couldn’t figure it out! Now, I know the answer. The answer is God. I know the thing that I missed in my life is ‘God’. The inner peace that only God himself can give it to me. Just like the bible says:  Peace be with you! I give you My peace; not as the world gives peace do I give it to you. Do not be troubled; do not be afraid (John 14:27) I still remember when I read this verse, I truly inspired by it. I can really feel the love from God. I can feel the peace of God in me. Well, you might think that I’m exaggerating. But, this is what I felt when I read this verse from the bible. However, it does not immediately draw me near to the water of baptism. In other words, I m still searching! I’m still searching who is God. Who is the creator of the whole human race?

During the process of searching, I read many religion books; books that can lead me the way to find my creator. Finally I came to a conclusion that, only Catholic, only the Catholic Church that reveals or shows us the fullness of truth about God. One might argue, why catholic? Why not other religion? Please don't get me wrong! It does not mean that other religion is not good, or they are the false gods! The word fullness here refers to the fullness truth that reflects about God. Why I’m sure that God’s truth is truly reflects in the Catholic Church is because of the teaching of the church, the living word of Christ which truly reflects the situation in this modern society.  We can also see the private revelation to a young saint, Saint Bernadette Soubirous in Lourdes, where a 14 years old peasant girl admitted to her mother that a “lady(Blessed Virgin Mary)” spoke to her while gathering the firewood with her sister and a friend. Many more miraculous events take place around the world and these events are solely recognized by the Catholic Church. Of course, as a catholic, you are not bound to believe it because that is not the deposit of our faith. But, aren’t these revelations by the supernatural power telling you something?  Indicating something in life?

 Well, you might find those arguments does not make any sense by saying the Catholic Church is the religion that reflect the fullness of truth about God. Often, we forget about the Holy Spirit. The Holy Sprit that guide us in our life, the Holy Spirit that teach us the truth about God. If you are a free thinker, you might question me by saying “not the Holy Spirit is the one who guided you in life, but your own self-conscious”. We tend to forget that God is our creator, without Him, nothing can be done. You might think that you can do things on your own without relying on God’s grace, God’s power! Trust me; you will never go far in life!

Today I’m glad that I got a chance to share with you my faith, my catholic faith, which encompasses the fullness of truth about God.  God is never far from us. He cares for us! He loves us! When we are facing difficulties in our life, He is always there to give us grace to overcome the obstacles that we face in life. Do not despair nor become despondent! Do not doubt your faith, the catholic faith, because the Catholic Church contains the fullness Christian TRUTH, it covers the Catholics Church’s unbroken history, the four marks of the truth church, the sacraments, the purpose of life and more.

 So now, do you believe in the ONE, HOLY, CATHOLIC, and APOSTOLIC church?

St. Anne's Church - 125 years

St.Anne's Shrine 

Statue of St.Anne with the Blessed Virgin Mary

Blessed Sacrament 

Procession

The crowd

Sharing is Caring

"Sharing is Caring" This quote might sound familiar to you. We can share things in many ways. Sometimes we can share it verbally or non-verbal. Both ways seem fine for me. Writing is one of the non-verbal communication for me to convey a message to the audience that I'm dealing with. Now, writing has become part of my life, is just like someone who like to keep a diary of their own, in which each of the events in his or her life can be recorded through words. A friend of mine once ask me this, why do you like to write? Don't you feel bored when you write? I guess his meaning was I need to crack my head and think something to write, and I will get exhausted soon! Well, this is hobby my friend. I like to write and I like to share. I strongly believe that writing can share some of the experiences that you and I might face in life. 

Writing is never tired! yes, sometimes I might run out of topic even if I feel like writing something. I guess that is part of the obstacle that I face as a blog writer. I doesn't mean that everyone might experience the same situation like me, but it might applicable for some writers who are just like me. 

If you have been reading and following my blog, I guess you know that lately I will share more on my belief. The belief that I'm having now. The belief that I can express it in words. The belief that I can share and express it through words. Awesome right? Often, the power of words can bring you a great imagination. 

To further analyst on writing a blog and a diary, one might differentiate it by saying blog is a public thing, which everyone can read, comments or even quote you for saying something. Well, sometimes we must be careful on what we are writing and saying, of course, I don't share anything private about me and sensitive issue for that matter. I'll share something in general. 

Writing is never tired for me. However, Writing has given me an opportunity to share! To share something in general, to share something people are discussing or we known it as a hot topic issue, because I recognize the fact that "Sharing is Caring".

Holiday Report

3 weeks holidays, perhaps some of my friends might have 4 weeks holidays due to my exams ended quite late for this semester. Holidays, what will comes in your mind first? You might have a list of activities that you plan to do throughout the holiday seasons. But, not for me!

Throughout this holidays season, besides working (as mention in the previous articles that I went to Sibu), the only activity that I had in my mind is SLEEP! some of you mind think that is such as waste that I didn't fully utilize my holidays to have fun. By scrolling through my facebook, a lot of posting that associated with the word FUN seems appealing to me. However, what pop-up in my mind still remain.

Besides sleeping, of course, reading is my leisure. I start reading some books which categorize themselves as the book of self-enrichment, and some religious books as well. I start to realize that when we read the books that we like during the holidays, it can really expand our minds in different ways. Of course, it will not be good for those people who hate books a lot since their early age of Pre-school!

Nothing much about my holidays for this season. What about you?

Student's Arena

On a particular evening, a friend of mine send me a message and sharing her stories with me. Basically the topic is more on the problems that she faced when she is back to university. She shared with me something that bother her so much, that is the relationship between her and her course-mates.

I will not share the entire things that she has spoken to me, but partly some of the essential part that makes me really think about it. After the sharing, what makes me really think about is the RELATIONSHIP that students have between their course-mates.

I am certainly bless that the course-mates surrounded me, they are just kind and good (Mostly). Of course, we cannot expect people to have perfections in each of every aspects because no one are prefect on earth.  But her situations is totally opposite compare to mine. She has a course-mates who don't really like to share notes with her, and talking bad about her in front of other people. That is the worse part that she couldn't take and tolerate.

Well, I am sure that all of us will face such problem. Regardless of whether you are in the study's arena or working life. Sure that we will meet few people like this in our life, some sort of backstabbing. This is the reality of life. Mainly, different people come from different background and they have their own thinking and characters. Sometimes, we just cannot expect everyone to be nice and perfect in our life.

BE STRONG!

We just have to make sure that we ourselves should not contain such attitude in us, so that you can be a special and unique person, but not perfect! Haha!

Have a blessed day!